megatronus said: well it takes a while because I'm in a similar boat such as yours, but eventually things will just being to settle down and you'll adjust to things, changes may not always seem like the best thing, but they can be good down the long run!
I agree big changes probably attributes to the depression. Alot of stuff has happened so quickly I don’t know how to feel. Thanks bb. i’ll try and stay strong and ride it out So you do your best too!
wykkyds said: I'm not really sure how to fix the happiness on auto problem, but I hope you start feeling better...! If you need someone to rant at hmu.
Thank you! I think it has alot to do with I’m so used to/conditioned to cheering up and bringing up others before myself so I don’t know how to properly express negative emotions. But I also don’t want to outwardly show how much of a shit mood I’m in y’know? (don’t want to bring others down with me)
Sorry everyone for my recent inactivity, I went back home to visit my family for Korean thanksgiving and found out My grandmother was badly injured in a fall. It’s been a really big issue and now that I’m back home I sorely miss her as well as my younger sister who’s been my rock.
I also attended SPX and had some fun catching up with my friends this weekend which was great also.
I do have a question. I wonder… I am severely depressed and really unhappy (somewhat lonely, but not really? Feels kinda empty) but on auto I’ve been acting incredibly upbeat to everyone when all I really want to do is cry.
How do you fix such issues? The Happiness on auto thing. (i know the depression bit is fixed by x-y-and z)
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